Watching movies to pass time,
Benjamin Button, Up in the Air and Babel
butterfly effect with the underlying theme of loneliness,
feeling the empathy for the love and loss,
of youth, dreams and purpose
It’s easy to analyse the past,
to death, sometimes,
but analysing the present is hard,
why we have become who we are,
without dissecting the contributing factors
How did I get here?
Can I time-travel and put it right,
or am I just a casualty of the past,
in my loneliness among the crowds?
Will I age backwards like Benjamin Button
in complete memory loss,
from diapers to diapers
in the reverse order?
Or will I continue existing Up in the Air
with free miles on my card I won’t be able to spend?
Token miles for life expire within a set time,
no longer valid in this act of the play,
and the anticipation for the grand finale,
which we’ll only know when the play ends.